The Children will lead them ~
How can a mother who states she loves her child desire changing part of who he is simply because it did not fit in the life she imagined for herself?
Connor in turn, because he is so in-tune with me and I with him, could sense this split within my energy. He could sense the part of me that loved him but he could also sense the discrepancy within his mother because of my desire to change a portion of who he was/is.
As I was able to begin to embrace ALL of him, which includes this diagnosis called Autism, our life began to shift.
It was as if, he was patiently and sometimes, not so patiently waiting for me to come to this juxtaposition and as I reached this place/space of new understanding, a breath of fresh air began to flow to me.
This was when I began to see the light at the end of the tunnel, a glimmer of hope, of understanding; this is when I began my own awakening, an understanding of why autism has come into our world in profound numbers. It is not because anything has gone wrong as I once thought, it is not because anyone has done something inappropriate, it is to awaken within me and everyone who has the pleasure of embracing this population, to the LOVE they were before we arrived in physical form and the LOVE we are in human form. It is one of the many gifts given to all of us to awaken humanity and remember we are so much more than we have been led to believe.
Tracie ~ ♥